Day 31: Reflection

Well my 30 days are over, and i have been vegetarian for 30 days now. I finally had my first piece of meat, and i have to say i wanted to throw up. I mean i will probally eat meat once in a while, but i think i will be eating veggies for the rest of my life.

Day 30: DAY OFF

TOOK TODAY OFF! MY FRADUATION PARTY IS TODAY!!! I MADE IT THROUGH 30 DAYS OF NO MEAT, YEAH!!! HAVE A GOOD DAY!

Day 29: OH YEAH ITS THE WEEKEND

Today kicks off the best weekend of my life. I am having one big celebration because i am finally leaving school. So i don't feel like writting much today, so this is all i have to say. Have a great weekend.

BRAD

Day 28: About that time

Ok, so my 30 days experiment is coming to an end, an it won't be long now until i am gone from this school. I see todays blog as as chance to reflect on my high school career. Their is a few things that i regret, and a few things that i love and would do all over again.

Regrets:
Ok, so i would regret not playing football my junior and senior year. Everyone says i have a real talent, and it was a shame that i wasted it. If you know me than you know i am stong, and fast. Another thing i would regret is alwasy chassing after a girlfriend. I spent more time looking than i ever did having one. I could of been out having fun with friends, and just chillin' and not worrying about stupid stuff.

Do All over Again:
I would definatly be a part of boy scouts, as stupid and crazy as that may sound. Iv'e learned so much from it. How to survive, and provide for myself in certain ways. I would definatly be the same Brad, and that would always be the same.

In conclusion, we all learn form the mistakes we make. And i have learned so much from mine. I hope all of you reading my blog you will listen and live life to the fullest, everyday, all the time, with no regrets. That's my new motto.

Day 27: Always On My Mind (At Home)

Hey guys, how you doing? SO i just got home from work, and once again am exhausted. Today was a pretty good day in school, mu crush kind of found out on her own, but she was really awesome explaining things to me. SO today I am going to crankout another at home. So here goes nothing.



The warm summers day reminds me of the good times.
The times where their is not one thing to worry about except how much sun tan oil you put on.
Children swimming in the nearby neighborhood pool, birds chirping marily.
Time is completly irelevent.

Then you appear, in your cute bikini, ready to take a long afternoon swim.
As we splash around for a hile, i can't help to think you are so beaytiful.
When i'm with you you clear all my thoughts, and make me happy.
You are the only thing i care about.

The endless time we share, making it appear so perfect.
The afternoon turns to dusk, and the stars beging to shine.
I whisper in your ear "Close your eye's and make a wish!"
I'm hoping you wish that this night never ends.
I hope you wish to freeze time, so this moment will never fade.
I hopy you wish to be her in this one spot for a long time.

But, all good things must come to an end, but you, you will always be crystal clear in my mind.

------ THE END-----

SO i wrote that about 3 months ago, and i just finished working on it about 3 weeks ago. I hoped you liked it. Leave me a comment, and i will get back to you.

DAY 26: Should I or Shouldn't I?

Ok so latly this one little detail has been bothering me. I'm stuck on this one decision, should i or shouldn't i? As i said before, i have this crush, and she's amazing, beautiful, and seems so outgoing. I talk to her once in a while, but when we do i just ldk it feels like she is actually liking me for me. But SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND!!!! And believe me when i say i'm not a home wrecker, that's the last thing i would want to do, because you have to imagine yourself in his shoes. I ment him a while back, and he seems like a cool guy, and i wouldn't want to take something like that from him.

ANd on the other hand, i only have 8 days of school left. And if i don't tell her then she will never know how i feel. And then i will spend time wondering if i made a big mistake by not opening my mouth. Someone once called me a hopeless romantic (Melissa) weather or not that's true, is controlled by me. Maybe i should tell her, but then if i do she will tell all her friends what i said, and some of her friends are my friends, and then it will make it akward, and then i will feel like an idiot, and then.. i don't know what will happen after that.

Which brings me back to my original question, should i tell her, or should i not say anything at all? I want her to understand that i am not trying to break her and her bf up, and i'm not trying to make her decide between us. I just want her to know that i like her, and would like to take her out sometime. LEt me know what you think, i could really use some advice.

CYA LATER

- Brad

Day 25: My Determination Against The World

Hey guys i like to thankyou for all (Melissa) for all the nice comments you left on my last piece of work. Today, i am takning a similar approach to my creativivty. Idk, latey i've been wondering what make me have determination. What makes me who i am? I just want to know, why i am who i am, and today's poem expresses that idea. Enjoy.

MY DETREMINTATION AGAINST THE WORLD

People like you are always putting me down.

Always getting in the way of the real me, instead of the me on hte outside.

Instead of getting past the thin line of sanity, and ridiculousness, yo uare in loive with yourself.

Your always putting me down.

Saying: Your to fat, your not attractive, your not good enough for them.

They want somebody stronger, dedicated, angered.

After Listining to you, i have had enough.

You always talk about getting the hot, shallow chicks.

Don't get me wrong i like a girl who looks descent, but as the saying goes you can't judge a book by it's cover.

I'm sick and tired of you beating me up with words.

Words that sometimes breaks me so hard i fall to the ground on my knees.

Today is the day i stop listening to you and do things my way,

Today, yoiu shut up and i take control.

Today, when i run that extra mile, and I get tired, and you tell me to stop, i'm going to keep going.

I'm going to fight to the last minute, the last second, the last possible chance to make things right.

I tired of you sending bads vibes to people.

You have aproblem, you think i'm FAT, a PORKER, AN UNBELIEBLE OBEASE COW!!!

And what do you do?

Instead of helping me out, you keep bringing me down.

Not anymore, not after today.

Today, and from here on out, i do things my way.

Get what i want, and start beleiving in MYSELF.

You are my inspiration against the world, you are my pain, my guilt, my sorrow, my love.

You make me what i am.

ANd thankyou, because without you i would have nothing to prove you wrong about.

-------- THE END--------

Some of the above lines are/were a personal experience from my mind, and a guy who works with me. All things stated above are emotional feeling sthat have left a scar. That emotional scar has inspired me to change who i once was. I'm no longer an obease cpw (or am I?) but i think more positive about who i am, and if people can't like me foe who i am then i'm sorry. Hoped you liked it. Sorry if it was a little sad, or down, i just needed to day it. Have a good day, Lotos of love.

-Brad